Sunday, July 30, 2006

(Updated) Maybe I should have just stayed in bed today, or the rest of my life

That is if I could have slept without feeling impending doom. Seriously, I couldn't have normal sleep at all last night. Freaking nightmares. I haven't had those in forever. I don't know what is going on here. I woke up today feeling like I had lost the winning lottery ticket and I don't even know why.

You know, I had such a nice day yesterday too--with the exception of feeling ill from Friday night and Monday morning.

It's like that old man hemp with his three tornadoes all over again. I'm just going to have to ride this one out.


Update:

I went for a long hike and got this weirdness out of me. I seriously woke up feeling like someone close to me had died. It wasn't funny at all. I tried to call everyone that I cared for (that I have #'s of) and so far so good.
I hope this just was a one night/morning escapade of terror. I mean, I really felt shook up and horrible. Damn, I think I scared some people that I left voice mail with. Okay, I'll admit that I'm a bit intense, but dammit, if I feel something ain't right--somebody is hurt that I care for--I don't care how silly I come across.
So, if you got a call from me, please forgive my weirdness. If you didn't get a call, then I hope you are okay too. So, why don't you all check in with me in the comments section so I know you are all okay.

13 comments:

The Grunt said...

I will make a comment. There that should do it.

vera said...

I'll come along for the ride.
V

Güggs said...

Mr. Frost said, "The best way out is through."

Chief Scientist said...

Mr. Grunt, you are a ring-tailed roarer. You can draw faster, shoot straighter, ride harder and drink longer than any man alive. You ride cyclones and you are the rip-snortinest cowboy that ever rode north, south, east or west of the Rio Grande.

NOW go ride that tornado.

Queue_t said...

all present and accounted for here in Colorado- hope everyone is good where you are.

Logophile said...

mwah!
Take care of you, Grunty.

Outdoorsy Girl said...

Those restless nights are the WORST! And so are the following frantic mornings. Hopefully you'll get a good night's rest tonight.

goldennib said...

I hate when that sort of thing happens. It's always good to check in and let people know you care about them, just in case. A hike was a good way to burn off of the adreline. Take care and thanks for worrying about everyone.

Suze said...

I've woken from nightmares and felt exactly the same. It shakes up your emotions and takes a while to get out of your system.

I hope you feel better now.

Mayden's Voyage said...

Here- thinking of you and hoping this week will bring you peace-
You are in my prayers...

Sun Follower said...

I'm fine, Grunt, thanks for worrying.

The Grunt said...

Thanks all for caring and checking in.

For Suze and Sun Follower: even though I haven't seen you gals here much, I still need to know that you are okay. I can have love for two awesome sisters of this planet who are still new to me, is that so wrong?

Time will not allow me to go down the line here, but I am glad that you all are okay, and I'm taking Cash's advice.

I know all you women are now shaking your heads. Hey, the Cash man is cool.

Karyn said...

You know?

I am with you on this! Have had similar experiences and find it is always an easier decision to vent the weirdness and make the calls than to sit around and let the worry gnaw on my delicate innards all day.

It's all good.