That is if I could have slept without feeling impending doom. Seriously, I couldn't have normal sleep at all last night. Freaking nightmares. I haven't had those in forever. I don't know what is going on here. I woke up today feeling like I had lost the winning lottery ticket and I don't even know why.
You know, I had such a nice day yesterday too--with the exception of feeling ill from Friday night and Monday morning.
It's like that old man hemp with his three tornadoes all over again. I'm just going to have to ride this one out.
I went for a long hike and got this weirdness out of me. I seriously woke up feeling like someone close to me had died. It wasn't funny at all. I tried to call everyone that I cared for (that I have #'s of) and so far so good.
I hope this just was a one night/morning escapade of terror. I mean, I really felt shook up and horrible. Damn, I think I scared some people that I left voice mail with. Okay, I'll admit that I'm a bit intense, but dammit, if I feel something ain't right--somebody is hurt that I care for--I don't care how silly I come across.
So, if you got a call from me, please forgive my weirdness. If you didn't get a call, then I hope you are okay too. So, why don't you all check in with me in the comments section so I know you are all okay.
4 years ago