Monday, September 07, 2009

Blog?

While it may not be for some, a couple of weeks without blogging is an eternity for me. Since the end of February I have been going through some real difficult stuff with somebody close to me. In this past month I was pretty sure that things were going to end badly. I've gone through some really bizarre, frightening, and heart wrenching shit in my life, but this current ordeal really stands out as a contender for the title of "shit that sucks" in my life. I am so stressed out from one week to the next that I don't keep track of the days much now. I don't think it will be over for a while, either. But things did change for the better this weekend. It didn't come easy and I really thought that I had failed and had to accept the fact that I would lose this person forever to alcoholism. But, as I mentioned, things are looking up.

Thanks for supporting me through all of my weirdness. I hope to have something wacky to post in the near future.

10 comments:

Julie Schuler said...

thinking of you, wishing you the best in your trials and tribulations.

Megan said...

There never seems to be a shortness of shit in life. I'm sorry you've been going through so much of it but here's hoping that it all turns itself around (at least soon) and everything works out.

Logophile said...

Awwa honey,
I wish you had more people around you that would be strong for you, and fun, and weird and wonderful, you know, a Grunt for the Grunt.

Be strong, little soldier.
Thinking 'bout you.

Christielli said...

Sometimes when people don't blog, it's a sign that there are lots of great things happening in their lives, and I always hope that's the case when one of my blogarinos disappears for awhile. I was sad to hear that you've been really stressed out lately, but I'm so happy to read that things took a good turn this weekend.

Looking forward to the return of wackiness!

Queue_t said...

I too am blogging less- for a while now, just know we are still here waiting for you when you get back.

glad to know that the difficulty has lightened up- hang in there dude

your blogger pal QT

vera said...

Be well Grunto... Don't forget to take care of yourself too, hun...
Thinking of you and wishing the best for your situation...
<3 V

Jules said...

For someone just getting through the health issues you did, to say that THIS sucks at life's shittiest thing to deal with is very huge. So don't worry about being witty or funny... or even posting. Just worry about getting through this and helping your loved one who needs you. ((HUGS))

egan said...

Oh, tough topic to say the least. Glad there is some good news to report.

Outdoorsy Girl said...

Praying for you and your loved ones through this very hard time. Hugs!

Tys on Ice said...

hope everything works out great in the end...if theres a ray of hope in front of u in regards to the shot u r dealing with rite now, grab onto it...it will be fine...i know from experience that only love can give a person a reason to make changes..it sounds corny but its true...

so i have gud feeling abt this since this person has u...